JourneyOfAdam

8/01/22

Today, I started my job again, the same job that had let me go because I got sick in the beginning of May, blood clots-hospital, no fun. Just let go. Well I got hired back on working 10 to 12 hour days. My work is building parts for tractors, combines, skid-steers, bobcats, heavy farming equipment, construction vehicles and machines so that they can be built and broken ones can be fixed.

I needed work badly because if I didn't have others help me out I would literally be homeless right now. Literally. And that is the way my life was crumbling down all around me. Because the Lord was saying you got door open and your walking your own path, and I have my plan for you. What do you want me to do Lord God?! Have I not been doing what you asked of me?! All I have been doing is to do right by you, when do I get relief?! This was 3 weeks ago. He let me know I was doing what He is asking me to do but he was upset with my sinning and I needed to stop or things were going to even get worse for me. I was at a crossroads. I was going to have to give up my sinning or I was going to loose everything I had left, even my pets. I prayed and told him I have been trying to stop my sinning for years but I can never let it stick, I am too weak to do it, I am not strong enough. Please help me!

Long story short I am going on 2 weeks to my third giving up my sins. It has not been easy, very difficult, actually it's the hardest thing I've ever done, but everyday its a little less difficult. He painted me this skyline when I returned home the other day. My life has drastically changed in the past two weeks and I am not under TI attack after 10 years of brutality, I am not terrorized everyday anymore. My life is returning. My relationships are brighter and more meaningful, people are smiling and laughing with me. Something that I haven't experienced for a long time.

I wanted to give everybody an update, not to glorify myself but so my audience could get to know who I am a little more, I am just an average guy trying to make ends meet. I feel like God is trying to tell the world, our time of sinning is over, if he is to provide us a revival. He is gathering His army and people on Earth are part of it if they choose but it's a fine line to walk.

For whom it may concern 

(I also made two new friends today, something that I haven't been able to do for over 10 years. I am finally feeling like pressure lift from me).

1 Peter 4:12-14

12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:

13 But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.

14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.

If we falsely believe we can do it our own way. I have a news flash for you, all the terrible things in the news will come to pass.

I took this picture a minute walk from my home, in the other three directions are fields of food as far as the eye can see. God placed me here, he took me out of the city and landed me here years ago, I didn't know why. Now I do. So that I will be provided for. The sun is going down, it's a sunset. We haven't much time left. Be busy.