2024-4-12  very important message - give me a minute to get into it

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Father, please help me stop doing what I'm doing, and help me to believe again, 

and fill me with the hope of your promise, and how we will overcome team satan and be here to inherit the riches of the wicked, and this land, that I will have a beautiful wife in the flesh and the spirit, who will love me, and believe in me, and trust in me, and help me become that loving husband who knows how to lovingly correct and value, and help me be a light to this people, and let me do it with a passion and hope and love that they can see and admire and desire that they can come also. Help me be who You are calling me to be. Thank You Father, bless You Father. And, please help me fast and get closer to You....it is time, and I don't want to do it, but I know I need to...it is time, please help me, because I can't do it without You, I am no good at serving You or being holy.